so fast......

herm...dont know what 2 say..semua brlaku begi2 cepat sekali....sometimes..getting blur with it...what's going on?..
.........within 2 week, ak bz sangat...like mcm semua benda x teratur...mana nak hntr asgmnt, kajian lapangan,,tulung bdk IPIS....amat penat sekali rasanya lalui semua tu...da la muka ni tmbh sunburn i2 hr hbs sukan....nasib la....pengorbanan iP TAwau yg Tersinta kunun...heheheh

...actually ak taw maw tulis pa...conflict diri....sepa sangka finally i oledi clash with him (juz call him pai)....semua brlaku dr luar jangkaan ak...km ok syak dlm 2 minggu ni...tp..............start hbs sukan tu hr.... mcm ada x yg kena..tp ak diamkan ja...then,kitorang outing isnin hbs smbtn maulidur rasul...along tyme with him...i thought, there's somthng strange with him...like dia mcm dingin jak....ak pun pelik...bila tny dia ,,pai ok?..ya,,pai ok bah...so, ak pun diam2 jak la....

.................n then, bisuk hr dia...adlh hr yg amat mgecewakan....he wants clash wif me...dgn alasan mum dia cannot accept me cz of my race//..oh my God,,itz d only reason?...i can't believ...i couldn't acept d reason...itz that trully?...
....itz like funny..there's certain people still cannot accept others races?....itz not fair 4 me pai.....y..y?....ak taw mcm na nak brhdpn ngn ko bla kat ip...sakit rasanya....u juz throw me like a rubbish ...far away from ur life with so fast...itz not fair...i'm still luv u...y ko x prthnkan?y man?..i'm so dissapointed wif u..u ckap ngn yg len, tht's u still luv me...but y x pthnkan?..... dai akui,,family first,,,but..klu da taw mum pai x suka ngn my kaum..y truskan niat ht tu man?..hina sangat ka ngn kaum dai smpi x bule trima....?

....sakit rasanya bila someone yg kita mulai syg..tinggalkan kita........Ya ALLAh beri la ak kekuatan utk lupakan dia...hilangkan rasa sakit ht ngn dia/////....hilangkan lah rasa syg ni ngn dia.....TOLONGLA.......

..i'll try my hardest 2 4get anything about u....all about u...!!!!